been packing up my stuff as i am bookin in to changi chalet later.. need to bring so much stuff with me! This will be a getaway holiday for me and i not going to think bout anything else except to eat, sleep, play.. That should be the theme of this chalet.. I should be going off soon le.. still need to buy some misc stuff before heading to buy bbq food.. My mama going down with me as she wanta take a look at de facilties and environment.. BUT my main concern is... errr ... i sent her there then how she come home later? i send her back??? *_* .....
Anyway busy busy dave still have time to post a new entry? hmm.. i not tat busy afterall.. ha
Bye everyone, I Will be back home on monday, 2 march 09.... ciao!
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Drama & movies...
Been watchin 学警狙击 ( new hong kong drama ) for the past few hours.. 此劇是學警系列的第三部 and this is one of the nicest so far.. totally action pack all the way.. I watch epsiode 3,4,5,6 today.. roughly take up 3 hrs of my time. With so much movies and drama to watch, i really keepin myself busy. Dam busy to be exact.. Btw you all can catch this drama at the b/m link :
http://jiyuew.com/movie/0843896b99c81b05.html
Recently i have been watching quite a number of movies and they are all value for money!
Fri - watch 'slumpdog millionaire' with gary, roger, rayna
Who say hindi movie cant make us laugh? this is a dam hilarious show with well-drafted story line. Rating: 4.5/5
Sat - watch 'pink partner 2' with gary, mark, ken, roger
Comedy show about a lousy inspector who goes on to crack a burglary case.. Rating: 4/5
Sun - watch 'curious case of benjamin button' with rx
Wat more do i need to say bout this show when it received thirteen Academy Award nominations? Splendid show though the movie is quite long. Rating: 5/5
Alot of new movies coming up! Will try to catch all the latest one with my movie kakis lol..
Seriously i am beginning to love to blog cos it really take my thoughts of alot of things.. I bet gary is going to say i am like a gal now! Cos to him, bloggin is only for gals... haha
http://jiyuew.com/movie/0843896b99c81b05.html
Recently i have been watching quite a number of movies and they are all value for money!
Fri - watch 'slumpdog millionaire' with gary, roger, rayna
Who say hindi movie cant make us laugh? this is a dam hilarious show with well-drafted story line. Rating: 4.5/5
Sat - watch 'pink partner 2' with gary, mark, ken, roger
Comedy show about a lousy inspector who goes on to crack a burglary case.. Rating: 4/5
Sun - watch 'curious case of benjamin button' with rx
Wat more do i need to say bout this show when it received thirteen Academy Award nominations? Splendid show though the movie is quite long. Rating: 5/5
Alot of new movies coming up! Will try to catch all the latest one with my movie kakis lol..
Seriously i am beginning to love to blog cos it really take my thoughts of alot of things.. I bet gary is going to say i am like a gal now! Cos to him, bloggin is only for gals... haha
FiNaLlY HoMe...
Finally i at home and i going to enjoy my leave from today all the way till monday.. Nothin unusal happen at work for me. Same old thing of readin email, replyin email, readin newsapaper, walking around... Just glad to be home. FULL STOP.
Thinking bout chalet, it going to be weird as i going to my chalet without her by my side for the first time in 3 yrs.. Dun worry ppl, i wont cancel the party just cos she is not by my side. Life goes on for me still.. I believe i will enjoy myself with all my best, good friends around me...
I have removed the photos which I stick in front of my computer.. One by one, i took it down... One by one, memories came flashing back... hmmm I suppose it is common for ppl to feel this way right? Given the duration of our rs...
Thinking bout chalet, it going to be weird as i going to my chalet without her by my side for the first time in 3 yrs.. Dun worry ppl, i wont cancel the party just cos she is not by my side. Life goes on for me still.. I believe i will enjoy myself with all my best, good friends around me...
I have removed the photos which I stick in front of my computer.. One by one, i took it down... One by one, memories came flashing back... hmmm I suppose it is common for ppl to feel this way right? Given the duration of our rs...
Clock is always ticking and i got to keep on moving.
I believe i am waking up to my senses day by day.......
random feelings
Alot of things go through my mind today when i saw her msg.. The conversation between us goes like tis when she msg me today:
SHE: you are really de best guy I've come across but i am afraid i cant fulfill the duties of a gf
Me: I agree. base on now, ya definitely cant make a good gf. not to me not to any guy out there.
SHE: i know i cant committ that why i going around being single. sorry
Me: Thanks for tellin me all these. At least i know ya no longer de gal i love. Our life goes on with or without each other.
SHE: Can we be friends? Can i confide in you if i have problems?
Me: Cant believe ya can put down our rs so easily. Sorry I dun think for the moment we can be friends. let me move on in my life k? Ya groups of friends will sure be there for you.
SHE: I never say i can put it down easily.
Me: Come on. Ya de one tat say we cant be together back so let me move on in my life k? i see ya i will be happy? only remind of the past. Give each other time to 4get and move on..
SHE: I know u wont contact me after tat. i wont feel good if you are together with some one else.
Me: I feel good also ma? who will feel good when de one i love become like tis. I am more devasted then you.
SHE: I just hope you leave a place for me in ya heart still. If i were to get attached to whoever,you'll be the guy i remb still. No one can ever replace. I love you.
Me: To me, I jsut wanta be with the person i love. Ifi no longer have feelings or i am able to let go of you completely, I dun wanta think of ya anymore. Not ever again.You have to be fair to ya new bf too just like if i have a gf later on. This is life. TC and all de best.
SHE: The previous msg i sent was with genuine emotions and tears yet ya have nothin nice to say.
Me: since we cant be together, i dun think I have anything nice to say also.. it wont change anything.. I believe i can move on faster this way. Dun think bout anything else..
She never reply and tat when everything between us ended. She really making me confuse.. Till now when i type out words by words from those msg, i cant help it but feel sad.. kinda emo that things turn out this way.. SHe dun wanta be together yet she wont feel good if i am with some one else? Wat does she want from me? i really dun know.. But at tat moment i know our rs is over.. there is no turning back.. I bet she enjoy her single life of being able to club every week, drink every week.. NO LONGER HAVING PPL RESTRICTING HER. I think tat is what she really wants..
TO ME, She is no longer de same as before........... Wake up zm!
SHE: you are really de best guy I've come across but i am afraid i cant fulfill the duties of a gf
Me: I agree. base on now, ya definitely cant make a good gf. not to me not to any guy out there.
SHE: i know i cant committ that why i going around being single. sorry
Me: Thanks for tellin me all these. At least i know ya no longer de gal i love. Our life goes on with or without each other.
SHE: Can we be friends? Can i confide in you if i have problems?
Me: Cant believe ya can put down our rs so easily. Sorry I dun think for the moment we can be friends. let me move on in my life k? Ya groups of friends will sure be there for you.
SHE: I never say i can put it down easily.
Me: Come on. Ya de one tat say we cant be together back so let me move on in my life k? i see ya i will be happy? only remind of the past. Give each other time to 4get and move on..
SHE: I know u wont contact me after tat. i wont feel good if you are together with some one else.
Me: I feel good also ma? who will feel good when de one i love become like tis. I am more devasted then you.
SHE: I just hope you leave a place for me in ya heart still. If i were to get attached to whoever,you'll be the guy i remb still. No one can ever replace. I love you.
Me: To me, I jsut wanta be with the person i love. Ifi no longer have feelings or i am able to let go of you completely, I dun wanta think of ya anymore. Not ever again.You have to be fair to ya new bf too just like if i have a gf later on. This is life. TC and all de best.
SHE: The previous msg i sent was with genuine emotions and tears yet ya have nothin nice to say.
Me: since we cant be together, i dun think I have anything nice to say also.. it wont change anything.. I believe i can move on faster this way. Dun think bout anything else..
END OF MSGING
She never reply and tat when everything between us ended. She really making me confuse.. Till now when i type out words by words from those msg, i cant help it but feel sad.. kinda emo that things turn out this way.. SHe dun wanta be together yet she wont feel good if i am with some one else? Wat does she want from me? i really dun know.. But at tat moment i know our rs is over.. there is no turning back.. I bet she enjoy her single life of being able to club every week, drink every week.. NO LONGER HAVING PPL RESTRICTING HER. I think tat is what she really wants..
TO ME, She is no longer de same as before........... Wake up zm!
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
1st ever post...
Hi everyone, zm have set up his first ever blog! Kinda excited over it when i tryin to add those gadgets inside lol.. As you all can see, I am tryin to make my blog as 'wonderful' as i can.. I am still new to Blogspot. So pardon me if this blog dun attract ya attention at all.. ha
I hope that this blog will help to occupy my time and motivate me move on in my life...... without her by my side of course.. =(
I will learn to be strong and i believe all my friends will want me be a strong zm.. Dun worry ppl, I am moving on... Give me a push and encouragement if needed k? Dun be like gary who only know how to scold me and rx who only wanta slap me.. haha.. I unds everyone is concern for me and i sincerely appreciate.. Thanks everyone..
I hope that this blog will help to occupy my time and motivate me move on in my life...... without her by my side of course.. =(
I will learn to be strong and i believe all my friends will want me be a strong zm.. Dun worry ppl, I am moving on... Give me a push and encouragement if needed k? Dun be like gary who only know how to scold me and rx who only wanta slap me.. haha.. I unds everyone is concern for me and i sincerely appreciate.. Thanks everyone..
=ZM hope that he will not look back from now on=
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