random feelings

Alot of things go through my mind today when i saw her msg.. The conversation between us goes like tis when she msg me today:

SHE: you are really de best guy I've come across but i am afraid i cant fulfill the duties of a gf

Me: I agree. base on now, ya definitely cant make a good gf. not to me not to any guy out there.

SHE: i know i cant committ that why i going around being single. sorry

Me: Thanks for tellin me all these. At least i know ya no longer de gal i love. Our life goes on with or without each other.

SHE: Can we be friends? Can i confide in you if i have problems?

Me: Cant believe ya can put down our rs so easily. Sorry I dun think for the moment we can be friends. let me move on in my life k? Ya groups of friends will sure be there for you.

SHE: I never say i can put it down easily.

Me: Come on. Ya de one tat say we cant be together back so let me move on in my life k? i see ya i will be happy? only remind of the past. Give each other time to 4get and move on..

SHE: I know u wont contact me after tat. i wont feel good if you are together with some one else.

Me: I feel good also ma? who will feel good when de one i love become like tis. I am more devasted then you.

SHE: I just hope you leave a place for me in ya heart still. If i were to get attached to whoever,you'll be the guy i remb still. No one can ever replace. I love you.

Me: To me, I jsut wanta be with the person i love. Ifi no longer have feelings or i am able to let go of you completely, I dun wanta think of ya anymore. Not ever again.You have to be fair to ya new bf too just like if i have a gf later on. This is life. TC and all de best.

SHE: The previous msg i sent was with genuine emotions and tears yet ya have nothin nice to say.

Me: since we cant be together, i dun think I have anything nice to say also.. it wont change anything.. I believe i can move on faster this way. Dun think bout anything else..

END OF MSGING

She never reply and tat when everything between us ended. She really making me confuse.. Till now when i type out words by words from those msg, i cant help it but feel sad.. kinda emo that things turn out this way.. SHe dun wanta be together yet she wont feel good if i am with some one else? Wat does she want from me? i really dun know.. But at tat moment i know our rs is over.. there is no turning back.. I bet she enjoy her single life of being able to club every week, drink every week.. NO LONGER HAVING PPL RESTRICTING HER. I think tat is what she really wants..

TO ME, She is no longer de same as before........... Wake up zm!