RaNdOm*

Wake up from my sleep and i woke up feelin emo and sad. So much has happened since I broke up with her, 050605. So much has happened since i hurt her, 150309. After going through so much, I thought i really know how to picked myself up. But somehow random memories and moments 'pushed' me back to the past. The past of court-ship, past of poly days, past of our oversea trips, past of all things tat we both enjoyed doing.

When ya left me, ya really left me... leaving me just like tis.. I am here to fend for myself. Why am i still thinkin bout ya when ya heart has already left me? Wat make zm still thinking of all those special moments? IS THIS REMINISCE or HOW I REALLY FEEL FROM MY HEART? Onli I know it myself..

Look like I still learning how to move on, how to make myself stronger, how to let go of a r/s tat i regret letting go... I made mistakes and when I really wanta do something and salvage it, ya gone just like tat.. Look like today is an EMO-ING day for me...

Put those thought aside, I making use of this time to wish my good frien aka best pal aka movie kaki aka supper kaki, AMBER LIN RX a very very happy 22nd birthday!! Ya finally same age as me liao! Wishing you all the best in the years to come. May your days and nights be filled with happiness and beautiful colors and well-wishes! Even though ya one yr older, dun need to worry bout being old as age is nothing but just a NUMBER lol.. =) You can still party hard lol..I also take tis time to say a big Thank-You to u for being there for me when i was down and at the lowest point of my life... And also those advises that ya share with me.. Not 4getting the show 'gossip girls' tat ya recommend me to watch! I really appreciate tat dude! 祝你 生日快乐 =)

Look like I should prepare myself to ZzZzZzZz early, so I wont anyhow think again... Night everyone!