24/04 - Bintan Trip Day 2 (DAY)

Another day in Bintan tat I wont ever 4get lol.. Shopping trip, sight-seeing and CLUBBING Night! =) Compeletely loving it.. =) Everyone of us have a great time. Tat for sure. In the morning, we had ore breakfast in our chalet which was prepared by my mum. Strangelt enough, we strated to tok after she came to bintan. I guess she dun wanta bring the conflict of us over to bintan ba.. lol.. anyway, after breakfast, we went over to it neighbouring shop and walk around. =)

My family decided to went over to Tanjong Pinang and off we book a driver and out of bintan Resort we go! Long journey for us and we have to sit in the car for god dam 1 hour plus lol.. totally shag out.. >_<'" went around shopping and we look more then we buy. things are cheap there but quality wise, there more to improve on. Nevertheless, we brought some clothes and food back. It kinda fun to shop with my gf, friends and family lol.. MASS SHOPPING!

Stop over at one kelong restaurant to have our seafood dinner. First ever time eating at a kelong wor! The scenery was simple beautiful.. Lookin across the sea and ahving dinner at same time.. Loving it! =) Have wide spread of dishes for dinner wor. As usual, I dun eat much.. SEAFOOD not my speciality lei.. haaa.. Baby n Roger can reall really eat lol.. They simply just eat anything & everything! >_<'' Thinking bout it, it beta to have one gf tat eat anything rather then one that chosy bout food.. haa..

On the bus to Pasar Oleh Oleh

Baby @ the entrance

Taken tgt =) loving not?

Kelong Restuarant =)

Saying cheese for?

I Shall blog bout night activities soon.. =) Clubbing night to come. Stay tune for the entry k? haahaha..

23/04 (Bintan Day 1)

Roger picked me n baby up before we went down to geylang to put car and also to have our lunch. After lunch, we took a cab to Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal. Took a ferry from Tanah Merah Ferry terminal to Bintan Ferry terminal and the ferry ride was bout 50minutes. The scenery was beautiful when we set our feet on bintan island. Finally our holidays begin! =)

Checked into our villa and we began exploring the island. Drove the buggy around to explore the facilities that our resort have and it was qutie well-equipped especially the golf course which was super duper big.. No wonder so mani ppl came over here to play golf. I guess I shall learn and ply my trade in golf soon. haa..

By evening time, my parents n 2 bros arrived too.. Showed them around the villa before we went for our dinner at the buffet restuarant - Deep Blue Sea. =) Have a wide spread of foods there and I guess everyone enjoy their dinner ba. =) After dinner, we headed over to a mini pub and drink and have shisa.. =) It my baby's first time tryin wor.. Guess she kinda like it ah? hahaa.. Nevertheless smoking no good for health hor! = ) We finished half a bottle and kept the remaining half for day 2. =)

On our way to Bintan Island =)

Driving our MPV buggy

The villa's surrounding.

Family Pic with baby

Pic with my beloved =)


END OF DAY 1.

Quote of the Day - wat beta ways to spend a holi with ya loved one then being alone? =)

19/04 to 22/04*

I updated onli from mon to thur as Fri is Day 1 of my bintan trip. I shall blog bout it seperately though. =) This week is definitely one of the best week as I am going oversea with my family, gf n friends... Nothin particular happen as I still busy with my spares return. Work n work before leaving for holidays!

Managed to play soccer with so mani ppls (close to 27 ppl) at ECP on thurs (22/04) before leaving for bintan the next day. =) First time play cage with so mani teams lol.. in total, there are 5 teams playin tat night. Totally enjoy ourselves man. I still remember having mood swing and baby thought I was angry with her. It not e case baby.. U know it and I shall not blog bout it anymore. =)

After soccer, went for supper with the guys over at Bedok before leaving for home to pack my luggage. Super last minute lol.. =) sis Pearly, sorry that I cant meet u cos my soccer is already plan for. I know u will not blame me rite? anyway hope u enjoy ya stay in singapore. I shall look for u when I went perth for holidays then.. haa.. =)

In a rs, it not bout how much u love the person, it also bout how much u know n trust the person. I give my trust to u and I hope u wont break it.. =) Past memories still haunt me. sometimes, I maybe just too sensitive but this is human nature rite? Watever it is, I just wanta happily be with u gal. xoxo

12/04 to 18/04

Weeks by weeks I am getting to know u beta and weeks by weeks I found out tat I am loving u more n more each day. =)

13/04/10 (TUE)

Nothin particular happen on moday thus I skipped to tue to begin with. =) Met baby over at her place at night for chip chat session. took train over to her place and this is not one of the night to remember (I guess). I managed to see baby fb and that underneath the chat column was the conversation box with her ex bf. I just dun know how to react and feel and I guess my mood change striaght away. Not sure it she know how I feel. But I guess I kinda scared. There so mani things running through my head at that point of time. But I never show it out in front of her. I guess I really in love with her tat make me feel so jealous. =(

As I left her house, I began texting her bout how i feel and I guess she unds the whole thing after tat. I is alway not easy when these kinda thigns happen. Baby maek effort to explained everyhting to me and I trusted her. =) Love is all bout trust right? I do not wanta go back to my old ways of suspecting this and tat.. It will onli make both of us tired in tis rs. =) Like wat she say, time will prove and determine everything. I love her so I trust wat she told me. =)

14/04/10 (WED)

Clubbing night with Baby and her friends (ppl like baobei, melini, eling, rachel, debbie and maggie). All the way from morning till night, I never told baby tat I was going to arena to find her later as I wanta to give her a surprise. =) Baby msg me quite a few times and I never reply her as I was already outside arena with roger and wei min lol.. haa.. I not sure if she was surprised to see me as her expression was like so normal lol... >_<'''

But we really enjoyed our clubbing night! In the end, yx also gave me a surprise lol by making a sudden appearance at arena lol.. Love him for the surprise that he given us lol.. haha.. Dance and drank the whole night long! took cab back home with baby n roger. Baby came over my place to sleep too. Thanks baby and everyone for the clubbing and party night! More to come soon k? =)

me with baby

with the guys

15/04/10 (THUR)

Went over baby's house follow by dinner at AMK with baby, roger, yx and ken foo.. =) Slack awhile over at Mac with them before heading home.

16/04/10 (FRI)

Pick baby up before sending her down to kallang to collect her cheque. I know my attitude was a bit scary to u but I was not in the right mood. Baby I know that you are an understanding gal and thanks for making effort to unds me. =) Went over westmall aftet tat to have some light tea break and also to purchase my HP labbie. Straight after tat, went over to Jurong east to pick baby's friends - melini and eling and then send them over to the hair saloon near the swimming complex over at chinese garden. =)

Went for diiner cum supper with baby, melini and eling at lau pau sat. Went over there to meet gg, yx and roger. =) roger still thought supper was tmr and he made us waited for him for close to half an hour lol.. In the end, went over to Jurong Kerchill for supper lol.. >_<'' like wat my baby said, we ate and ate and ate lol.. haha.. Home sweet home in the wee hours. Start of our weekend again. hee

17/04/10 (SAT)

Baby came over to my place to watched our show again. Finally, we done with watchin the final epsiode. Yippe! =) Went over to Roger's place at night to watch soccer game before playin fico soccer at 10pm. We brough food back to roger's place to dine and baby totally in love with the MOS burger soup lol... haha.. Anyway baby was suppose to go back home but she decided to stay back and watched me play soccer with my friends lol.. Thanks gal. I appreciate it alot alot..

18/04/10 (SUN)

Went for dinner with baby and her parents lol.. Kinda scared as it my first time eating with them lol.. =) But everything goes well and her parents are kinda friendly as compare to my mother lol. I really enjoyed the dinner with them as they really made me feel at home.. Totally love how my life is going right now. Hanging out with baby and friends. Having a balance of both which is wat I really wish for.

we can give without loving, but we cant love without giving.

how true right? =)

Past weeks entries*

05/04/10 (MON)
Busy with returning of my Korat spares and it the little actions from her that keep me going. No matter how tired I am when I was at work simple msg of "dear have you eaten?" or "remember have your lunch" keep me goin for the rest of the day. Indeed, I really in love with her. I cant hide my feelings from her and I wanta her to know everything bout me. =) Time will tell us everything and I hope I am the one that can bring her happiness though.

Anyway met baby up after work for dinner at Sembawang. Went over to meet her and also send her bro to soccer court. The first time that I met her brother. It was a good and short and simple meeting up session. I hope I left a good impression in her bro's mind though. =) O baby thanks for the sushi too. I know ya spend some time in making the box of sushi for me. WHO DARE SAY CHINAMAN DUN EAT SUSHI? I ate it! Rating 5 out 0f 5. =) I can see that u have the potential to be a good cook baby! haa..

06/04/10 (TUE)

Went bukit Pajang for dinner with baby after work. Have MOS burger (one of her fav fastfood outlet). Managed to saw one of her friends there. Elyn if I not wrong lol.. =) Even though it a simple dinner and few hours of catchin up session, I guess we really did spend quality time tgt. Loving it. =)

07/04/10 (WED)

send baby gal to city hall to collect her salary before I left. Baby so good dun need to work while I busy with my detachment stuffs lol.. Sometime it good to take a short break from work and recharge my battery level before comin back to work again. I still remember e days before my deployment to Korat that I used to work till 2 plus 3am just to get all the documents and paper work in order. Shag!

08/04/10 (THUR)

I went down to baby's house and brought her breakfast before sending her down to work. Is it alway these simple gestures from guys that make a gal feel loved? I guess as long as you really love a person, he or she sure can feel it. =) All I want is to see her happy. =)

09/04/10 (FRI)

Baby came over my place afer I finished work and we continued to watch our chinese darma show on MIO tv. =) We start watchin since last week and we are still in the process of watchin lol.. Went over for dinner cum supper with baby and the rest of the peeps over at Katong. =) been sometime since we last met again. Like ages since I last saw GG lol.. He alway MIA and busy with this buys with tat.. lol.. Anyway been a nice catchin up session and I will never 4get the night with GG sitting in my car BOOT! Yes CAR BOOT lol.. can you imagine? lol..

Beloved baby XQ.... totally LOVED

11/04/10 (SUN)

Nothin much on sat except for schooling and meet baby for a while over at west mall.. Anyway sun was suppose to go for sch lesson but I just too lazy to stay for the whole day. Thus, I left after lunch. Baby came over my place before we headed out to IMM for our lunch. However left there early as I need to pick my dad back home. We alighted at JP to continue our date out while my dad drove the car back for family use lol.. =) We catched the movie "Date Night" and it was a funny and hiarilous show. =) Totally my cup of tea! Went over shopping after tat and managed to buy tops for myself and baby. =) Dinner over at her place nearby coffee shop before home sweet home. It may look like a simple sunday date but to me, it one of the finest!

It the partner that matter most instead of the places that we go or the amount of money that we spend. =)

For MY SPECIAL BABY XQ

Updates*

I not going to be too draggy over here if not it going take me ages to update my blog lol.. =) Anyway every week has been amazing and filled with laughters, fun and of cos love. haa.. I shall update week beginning 29th march lol.. Hopefully I have enough time n energy to update till today! =)

29/03/10 (MON)

same me busy at work again. Met dear xq and her fav friend, debbie wong over at cine around 9plus 10pm lol.. Went pooling with them and supper over at Katong Hong Kong cafe. The gals can really eat! Home sweet home around 4plus am lol..

30/03/10 (TUE)

Work as usual. Around 12plus am, went over to xq's place to give her a suprise as next day is her birthday. Even though we just together, I just felt that I known ya for quite some time already. 22 presents for her 22nd birthday. To me, it not bout the money or total number of presents that counts, it bout the thought that I have. Right gal? =)

31/03/10 (WED)

Happy birthday gal.. Happy 22nd. I really very honour to have the chance to celebrate ya big day with you. Took day off and went out with birthday gal. =) Brought her a small cake and sing her a sweet birthday song.. Went over to suntec to shop, watch a movie (When In Rome) and also to have lunch over there.. Wanta treat her eat good food, but she insist a simple meal will be enough.. Hmmm maybe cos she know I spend alot of money on presents already? Tat why wanta me save money ba? haaa.. Good attributes for future wife lol.. =) Anyway I really enjoy spending time with her till night.. Lastly, may all ya wishes come true and may our love blossom 4ever! =)

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY BABY

01/04/10 (THUR)

Went over JP with baby gal to change the design of the bag and also to have our lunch there.. Since today is April fool day, I decided to play a prank on her lol.. haa... I told her that I going to leave for detachment and that bintam trip have to be cancel! Should really look at baby's face lol.. She disappointed that we cant be going... lol.. Ultimately I broke the news to her and she gave me a 'wth' kind of face lol.. haaa.. Babe thanks for acc-ing me to Queenstown after tat.. =)

02/04/10 (FRI)

Met up with GG and his gf for dinner over my place's coffeeshop after work. Baby came down join us too.. Have seafood dinner before going up my place for mj. Roger came over to join us for our mj-game. Baby watch MIO TV while I 'battling' to earn more money on the MJ table lol.. haha

03/04/10 (SAT)

Bay came over to my place and we slack at home till night time by watchin tv drama and fb-ing lol.. =) Went over to Jurong to have dinner with my gf, roger, gg and his gf. Order quite a sumptuous dinner.. It alway nice to see that my gf is able to click well with my friends. I definitely have one sociable and friendly gf! Simply LOVE. Met baby's friend for supper after tat and baby went over to BaoBei's house for gals sleep over session.

04/04/10 (SUN)

Wake up early and went to pick baby before going down to Beatty Sec Sch for badminton with her uncle and his friends. Been ages since I last touch a badminton rocket. =) Really have a great time playin with everyone. =) Lunch at crystal jade before hurrying back home for MJ session with GG, Roger and WM. Met up with baby at night for dinner after our mj session. =V

Another wonderful week spend tgt with Baby XQ and friends.

LOVE IT!

*Week 2

I am here to blog again.. =) After so mani busy days, finally I fork out time in the wee hours to blog again.. =) But hor, I kinda loss track of wat I done for the week beginning 22nd april lol.. I shall slowly recap.. tempting.. tempting... (YX's fav quote) haa.. Hmmm will use baby's blog as reference.. haaa.. Shall try not copy though..

Wonderful Week 2

22/03/10

Busy week ahead as I am starting to return all those spares that I bring to Korat. Nevertheless, Xq and me were still msg-ing each other everyday.. =) I really begin to think if I really have the chance to be with her.. She is one special gal that give me a very speical feeling whenever I with her.. =) Shall not elaborate so much about my feelings here though. ACTION SPEAK LOUDER THEN WORDS (her's fav quote) haaa.. Met Xq at night for dinner.. Not sure if it is at her place the coffee shop.. =) Maybe is the day that she ate pig organ and I ate duck rice.. lol.

23/03/10

Plan n give her a suprise when I went over to Harbour Front to pick her up from work. She told me that she going end work around 11pm. I dun wanta her to take public transport all the way home, thus I went down to pick her up. I think she was really suprise by my action though.. haa.. I call to tell her that I have something to tell her but I dun know how to say (at tis point of time, I was already at VIVO lol) and she was a bit annoyed by my actions lol.. haa.. Seeing that, I of cos told her tat I was at vivo waiting for her. Completely taken aback by surprise right? I am full of surprises right? lol..

24/03/10

Was planning to go malaysia on this day. however xq was recall back to work.. =) Thus, we decided to go on thur then.. =) Even though we never meet up on wed, she still make an effort to tell me where she was going and that really make me feel that I meant something to her. =) Or is it I think too much yet again ? >_<'''

25/03/10

Went to Malaysia with XQ in the morning. =) It was my first time going in to Malaysia by taking a bus lol.. And also the first time I going in with someone that I like and yet to be together. =) Really happy to be spending time with her and the fact that she only came home in the morning at 6am and then making this trip with me to malaysia, further add value to trip across the border. =) We brought quite a lot of clothes at city mall.. There like Bugis like tat lol.. I know I kinda 'slow' to onli go there at 23yr old. lol. =) Saw alot of couple shirt and I was oftening making fun of her. Tryin to make her buy 'couple' shirts with me when we are not even tgt yet lol.. she must be thinking I kinda cazy right? haaa.. =)

Came back to Sing around evening time and procced to sent XQ to VIVO cos she meeting her good friends over there for her early birthday Dinner. Was really 'captured' by her looks when she changed into her ncie outfit. But hor I not pervert la.. =) Went off to meet the guys after sending her to vivo. However, later in the night, went off to pick her before going down to meet the guys yet again. the guys saw XQ for the first time and I hope we never bored her to death lol. =) Went back home after our supper session.

Pics taken at a cafe in Malaysia.

26/03/10

This is the night that I really treasure and wont 4get. Evening, XQ acc me back to SIMM to collect my lecture notes. Thanks Gal for making effort to acc me and also acc me to visit my granny too.. =) really appreciate it alot! Sent her down to PS as she meeting her friends while I make the trip back home to rest first before going for soccer at FICO at 1am.

Xq wanta to go over with me to FICO and thus I went over to clarke quay to pick her up around 12am before going down to FICO. Went over to one the pub and met her with XQ and her friends. Everyone were so high and kinda drunk for some lol.. haa.. XQ was also super hyper and her head was kinda hot when i touched her forehead. Was very suprised when she pulled me aside to one corner and pass me the key-chain that I make for her in Korat. She pass me one half of it and she kept the other half. At tat moment I was kinda stunned and it took me a few seconds later to finally realised that she has accepted me in her life lol.. =) SUPER HAPPY! Even though was late for soccer, it was worth it as XQ is officially Dave's GF as of 26 march 10. =)

27/03/10

Went to sch early in the morning even though slept less then 4 hours the previous night. =) Went for shopping trip after sch. However, this time I went to source and shop for my baby's birthday presents over at JP. Meet the kakis over at Geylang after tat for dinner. I guess I got meet baby for a while before she met her friends over at North Point Mac.. =)

28/03/10

Continue my sourcing of presents over at Westmall and CCK Lot 1. In total, brought 22 presents for her 22nd birthday.. =) Gosh, cant really remember where I met her after tat lol.. *pondering *pondering lol.. =) Nevertheless, it has been a splendid week with a trip to malaysia and lastly, the chance for XQ and me to be tgt in a rs. =)

"Start of a new journey with XQ"

"Love can make us do things that we normally thought is impossible"

26/03/10

--> XQ & DAVE <--

15/03 TO 21/03

It been a superd & splendid 2 weeks for me since I am back from Korat. From the day I step my little foot back in singapura, there was never a day that I failed to contact or meet up with XQ. She been there for me from the day I leave Sing till the day I am back in Sing. Everything look like a dream to me. A very sweet and memorable dream. =) However, all these are REAL and GENUINE. I have found the LOVE and SPARKLE in my life again. =)

Now, I that I together with her, I really happy that things been workin out quite well for us. I guess we still need time to really unds and found out more bout each other. It not going to be a problem for us though. I quite confident that this rs will work out fine for us! =) Anyway been meeting up with her since the day I am back and all the outings that we have, really make us know each other beta and also for me to affirm my liking for her. =)

15/03/10
The day I touched down in singapore, I was greeted with a msg from xq. I was really stunned that she make an effort to come over my place to meet me. However, till to some delay, she had to wait close to an hour for me. Thanks gal for the drink and concern that ya shown for me. I was seriously dam touched that ya came all the way to my place to wait for me! Even though I was feelin sick, ya simply just make me 4get how sick I was lol.. =) I will never 4get this day gal.

16/03/10
Another memorable night with XQ again. She make effort to come over to Singpost to meet me cos I was over there with marky n Ken. After tat, went over my place to watch Champions league game with me in the early hours lol.. All the way till 4plus am before I send her back home. First time watchin football with a gal in the wee hours lol.. She really left a very deep impresson in my heart. haa =)

17/03/10
Dinner over at Cafe Cartel at Northpoint (if I never remember wrongly). Once again, our dinner cum chit chat session is filled with laughters, cold jokes and story sharing! =) haa... I really opened up alot to her and I told her stuffs that I most probably will only told my gf about it. She really give me a comfortable feelin whenever I am with her. I guess that when my feelings for her increase days by days. =)

18/03/10
Met up with Xq at night again. We been meeting up almost daily and as usual met up to have our dinner and catchin up session. We been catchin up every night except friday I think.

20/03/10
Soccer in the morning with the group of peeps. I think I met up with XQ at night for beancurd over at yishun.. Not too sure bout it, cos I simply have STM. lol..

21/03/10
Met up oever at Vivo City after her work for dinner over @ one thai restuarnt. I will never 4get the super spicy TOM YAN soup lol.. haa.. anyway we managed to catch a movie after tat - KIDNAPPER. Nice show with nice story plot. Should look at XQ's expression lol.. haha..

END of our sweet week 1. Will update our week 2 soon again.

Korat Detachment (23/02 - 15/03)

It been a fantastic feeling and experience during my stay in Korat, Thailand for 3weeks. Beside working, I got to enjoy, shop, club, sight seeing etc etc... There so mani nice places to explore and I dun mind going back there for holidays! =) Even though my stay in Korat is relatively short compare to Changi personnels (who are staying for one month plus), I pleased with how things turn out for me already. I done my logisitc supporting role well considering this is my first oversea detachment.

Have to stay in bunk from Mon to Thur with curfew at 2359 hrs. However, we managed to book out on fri. Most of the time, my friends book hotels for us on weekends so we do not have to go back camp on weekends. =) Hotel rate is so so so much cheaper as compare to singapura hotels lol.. I onli paying around 40bucks (sing dollar) per night for stay in a 3 star hotel. =) super worth it! Also managed to buy alot of stuff back home. Indeed thailand is a shopping paradise lol.. However, there are much more females' stuffs on sale then male's stuff. =) maybe cos population of females are more then males in thailand. =)

Fall sick during the last week of stay in korat and feelin suck. Bout to go back singapura and I fall sick. lol.. Must be ate too much tom yan n tibits. Their spicy food hot till I loss for words to describe lol.. >_<'' Look like I am one tat cant eat too hot n spicy food. Beside eating, I been drinking almost everynight with my colleagues. Everynight black label or red label lol.. drink till i wanta vomit and scared lol.. =( But I love the music in the disco or club thought. All trendy n hip hop songs. with majority remix versions lol..

Have to thanks xq for msging me when I was away in Korat too.. really appreciate all that care n concern that ya shown for me. Hope ya phone bill not tat ex cos we been almost msg-ing each other everyday! =) Whatever I told you when I was in Korat was genuine, and hope everything turn out well for you k? =) remember I always here for you. ya place n my place are not tat far lol.. ya can look for me anytime at BG too.. haa... Ya make my stay in Korat a more meaningful one gal! xoxo

Total spending is $1400 sing dollars! Look like I kinda spend a bit too much lol.. Time to save up for my bintam trip, perth trip and holidays session. =) Suppose to be a super long entry bout my stay and holidays in Korat, but as everyone know how lazy I am, I summarise and streamline my post though! =) No pics though cos I never bring my camera over lol..

Posts to be blog out SOON!

Been sometime since I last blog. Since I came back from Korat, I have not yet blog out my wonderful trip there! Anyway been told by my dear XQ to blog. Thus, I will blog when I really got alot alot free time... No more execuses!

Night time now.. Off to dreamland to look for 'someone'. haaa.. =)

OverSEA deployment - THAILAND

Been working till early hours for the past 3 days in order for me to load all those aircraft spares into the containers lol.. so much work to be done yet limited manpower.. =( That e result of being a last min material specalist for this up-coming korat detachment lol.. >_<''

Anyway I going for my first oversea detachment from 22feb to 15march... Kinda excited but all those work loads are killing me.. Can you imagine working from 8am all the way till 1 plus 2 am and the next day going back to work at 8 am yet again... I been doing this for the past 3 days and I cant take it anymore lol.. =( Help me!

Nevertheless, this detachment is definitely going to help me in my carrer and who knows I may get to go for other detachment to other country? =) I just pray hard that I am able to complete my stuff on time and everything go smoothly for me.. =) Going miss the first week of lesson at curtin main sch.. but I dun mind as I am getting extra allowances for this deployment... Money make everyone smile right? haaa... Time to sleep early now.. Long day tmr yet agian.. =(

counting down 17 days lol..

如果你也听说*

Been listening to 如果你也听说 for the past half an hour. Really nice song which I totally love. If you are wondering who is the singer, she is none other then 张惠妹! =) Sometime I just cant help thinkin bout the past when I listen to emo songs.. I am human after all so I guess that how life is. Thinking and thinking. wondering and wondering... If I can just erase my memory and move on in a new fresh 'mode', how good can it be right? =) let everyone's life start anew!

如果你也听说

有没有想过我

想普通交朋友

还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说

悬着一颗心没着落

要怎么附和

舍不得 又无可奈何

Anyway today is the end of exercise and up next will be singapore airshow. Latest news is that I will not be going over for the airshow as only one material spec will be going over. I will station in my base to offer any support that may arise lol.. =) Been 2 week since I went back my unit.. It time to make-a-come back hor? hahaa.. Heard that we may require one more material spec to go oversea during March to support oversea detachment. If I am choosen to go, there are pros and cons lol.. Going for oversea mean increase in salary lol.. but tat also mean I will miss some of my school lesson >_<''' Watever it is, shall wait and see how everything goes.. =) Sun is my birthday and till now I have not make any plans yet.. With so much work stuff to handle, is there still time to input 'celebration' into my schedule? Time to sleep now..

如果你想起我 你会想到什么?

First day of exercise*

Went to work at 5pm and I back home by 10pm lol.. Sweet little working hours just now.. Just wat I love most! Anyway nothin much happen today except helpin the guys to retrieve those spares items that they need.. =)

Heard that there onli be one material spec going over to Airshow next week.. Maybe I going? Maybe not? Watever it is, I have to help to pack n stuff those items into the containers by monday lol.. OT week looming ahead tis week!

And tis sun is my birthday lol.. =) No major celebration this yr though.. Used to book chalet for my birthdays but this yr shall just be a quiet day for me ba... simplicity is the best! =) Will be having sch on weekend and there still some work stuff to be complete lol.. =( I shall not grumble n grumble today =)

SUPRISINGLY NO MONDAY BLUEs FOR ME TODAY! =) Hopefully I can have a wonderful week ahead... =) off to play my PS3 now.. =O

ELVA - 两个人的寂寞

你给过的好我会一直记得

笑过哭过我都曾经很快乐

你走后孤单不算什么

两个人我们曾更寂寞

爱情在时间里遗失了

我不想再僵持着

告别两个人的寂寞

Came across this song by Elva. Wonderful song with splendid lyrics.. Somehow it make me ponder about the past again lol.. =( Diao! Dave going emo again ah? haha.. Dun worry everyone.. I have already let everything go and left it behind me now.. To love or to be love? which one is beta? I really wanta know lol.. =) I trying hard to ask myself diffcult question so that I can spend the rest of the night answering them lol..haha.. IF I fall asleep now, I goign wake up early tmr and I sure going be very tired when I go to work at 5pm! Ok.. maybe I just finding execuses lol.. >_<''' Time to go listen to more music! I in love with elva other song too - 闪闪惹人爱!!! SUPER SONG! =)

BUsY jan! & MayBE till FEB? *

Start of tmr is Hot-Shot exercise and I be involved in distributing those components and spares parts lol.. I can sense a long and heavy week ahead for me.. Needless to say, I have spent quite some time in stuffing and packing those items into the containers... Logsitic support is never an easy task... There so mani things to oversee and take charge of... =(

Come tmr, I be workin night shift starting from 5pm to dun know wat time while my other counterpart will be workin in the day shift.. After this exercsie, we will be going over for Singapore Airshow too.. Logisitic support again! load n load of work to be carry out.. Judging at my work schedule, I be busy from jan to feb lol.. >_<'' and it only the start of the work year lei...

Watever it is, it my job and I have to do it well then.. There still so mani things for me to learn.. and if I am to be deploy oversea for detachments, all those stuff I learn will definitely come in handy.. =) Workacholic dave teo lol.. Maybe without so much work, I may tend to be emo again lol.. haha.. But I definitely dun wanta work till wee hours everyday! I still remember working from 9am to 2am on wed lol.. completely shag out and I go back camp next day at 8 plus am again.. >_<"

Anyway enough of tokin bout work lol.. Jan is alway the month tat I be looking forward to cos of my birthday lol.. But this year, I not tat eager or excited to celebrate my birthday anymore.. Maybe wat my mum say is true? As long as one have alot alot alot of money in his/her pocket and is leading a happy lifestyle, then everyday is his/her birthday lol.. Agree? hahahaa.. =)

Btw have to apologise to quite alot of ppls like rx, sis trace, ellen, wm etc etc for failing to meet up and turn up for either our gathering or their birthday celebration lol.. Hope u all dun blame me though.. Really held up with work and sch committments.. =( Nevertheless, hope everyone is really doing well n fine now... =) 11 more months to go ppl! 2011.. =)

2010*

well 2009 has passed and it the first day of 2010 today! No big celebration or any count-down party involved for me though. Went over to Big Head's crib and have a small gathering cum mj session lol.. Everyone been very positive about welcoming the new yr into their life so I am going to be very very very positivie too... =)

Lookin back in 2009, I guess there more misery and saddness for me rather then happiness lol.. But everything happened for a reason and I believed that I have learnt from my mistakes. I shall not repeat those mistakes again! Even though my love rs failed, I have gained new love! After what has happened, I learnt that my mum still care and love me so much. used to quarrel so much with her and used to dislike her, but the days spent at home communicating and tokin more to her make me realised that she dote and love me so much. She helped me preare foods for my birthday dinner at home and birthday chalet, help me pay for my old car's repair and also helped me settle the outstanding loan balance when I sold my car and most importantly helped my pay for my school fees in advance lol.. Wat a good mum right? Thus, I shall never tok bout disliking or hating her anymore. I must be mad if I do tat lol!

Nevertheless, the break-up of my and COJW make me realised how bad I failed as a BF. When problems arise and we failed to resolve it asap, it going to be hard for us to resolved in the later stage as we tend not to believe to what the other party say... TRUST is the ultimum core values in a RS and that is what is missing in our rs. I cry over spill milk for a period of time and keep pondering why it has to happen to us.. BUT ultimately I know the main reason is that I failed my duty as a BF. If I cant keep her happy, there is no reason for me to stop her from finding her own happiness. I really learnt alot from this rs and I am not going to be emo in 2010 over this rs anymore. Everything is over and maybe I can welcome the new yr with a new RS? haa.. =)

Needless to say, I owe a big apology to shu min for hurting her.. what has happend happen already and I cant say anything much except for apologising. There is no turning back for us and I really hope you can look forward in your life. I am not worth your waiting and there definitely much beta guys out there for you! Sorry for what has happened.... All the best in yr 2010 for you... Even though I experiences failure in RS, I have learnt one important theory:

Treasure each other instead of complaining what the other party failed to have cos starting a RS is not easy but ending the rs onli take a few words to end it...

All the best to loving couples especially my GG! Cant wait to see ya get marry dude.. been talking bout this issue for some time already lei.. Just farking get over it and done with can? =)

Some other agonies that happened including the need for me to sell my car, the need for me to study for my part-time degree etc lol.. From driving become have to take public transport is alway not an ideal position to be in lol.. No choice la.. incurr so much repair costs and with the insurance capped at 3k plus, I must be mad if I am still going to drive the little aveo lol.. Likewise going back to study is not a good thing to look forward right? But getting a degree is the criteria for survival in this intense and fast-moving society. Since I still in regular service, beta make use of the time that I have lol.. THus I head back to sch in Sept lol.. =( And come 2010, I am going to take those core subjects and I guess I am going to be much busier lol.. Busy busy davie boy..

Hiaz, Guess I shall not tok so much bout my agonies or miseries right? Kinda sad to welcome the new yr lol.. haha.. But it goes to show how much things have happened in my life lol.. Whatever it is, Just wanta welcome the new yr with a new lease of life! Hopefully I have more luck especially 'wealth' for me in the new yr ahead! With money, everthing is possible! =) Maybe I should wish for fitness too... I am growing kinda fat already.. More exercises in 2010? Shall plan out a list of activities in 2010 soon... Maybe by planning ahead, I can keep my life more organised? Pls advise if I am wrong lol.. =)

Once again, Happi 2010 everyone! All the best to all of us in yr 2010.. Cant wait for World Cup to kick off! =)