Over isnt it?*

Time really flies and another 3 more SAT training and NDP will soon be over! Cant wait for everything to end.. I dread sat not only cos of training but also the time spent waiting for everything to get started... Worst thing is when there too much idle time, my mind bring me back to the past again. Sweet, Sour, loving... everything bout her n me.. Emoing at parade training? YUP, tat is ME... Can you also imagine waiting for close to 2 hours for the bus to bring us back to paya lebar airbase? Lucky my dad came to pick me up if not have to take a cab back home lol.. By the time I reached home, it was already 12.30am lol.. >_<

Been msging her few days ago.. Everything is very clear but I alway choose to avoid the facts and reality.. Why am I like tis? Her msg already told me tat ZM mean nothin to her anymore. NOTHING....

HER: I really dun wanta you be in tis state. pls move on. Just bear in mind that we'll never get back together cos i really love my bf. I hope this will make you give up.