I still remember one sentence tat eunice say to me " so wat if both of u get back together? wat ya like is the 'old' her and not the one tat she is now" This sentence really strike me hard and make me reflect alot.. Everyone changes and maybe she is a different person now? She already know what she want in her life and I not in the picture. I guess this is my fate, my story, my memories...
I was watchin Gossip Girls Season 2 just now when Dan & Serena get back together for the third time! But in reality, in my life, it is not going to happen like tis.. As we were msgin today, she told me tat it over between us and she love really her BF alot. I had nothin to say after tat.. TOTALLY loss for words.. I have nobody to blame but myself.. Is tat wat love suppose to mean? Letting the person you love to be with another person? Or should I put it tis way - Letting her find her own happiness? Totally not in the state of mind to think bout rs anymore. IT hurts and I need time.. alot alot of time.. I still remember telling Roger tat why do we alway have to lose one thing tat know the importance of it and he told me :
This is life.. This is how we will Learn and Grow...
Watever it is, I know it too late.. How long will I need? I not sure but I just hope by occupying myself in my work and study(soon), I wont have time to think so much.. I really ok everyone.. Just having regrets tat things turn out tis way.. GG sure think tat i very naggy & emo cos I always being like tis.. But dude I cant help it and ya going to Aussie tis week.. I will miss talkin to you on the phone when I emo lol.. =(
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